Friday, July 27, 2007
isnt a blog a place u say everything out?
hmmmm wanted to blog since last nite..
but kept thinking if i should blog..
LOL. guess a blog isnt as useful afterall..
But guess i'll still blog.. =))
Everyone seems to be rushing me to get a job.
I wan to work too.
My pocket is gonna be empty soon. (big fat hole)
But i guess the same thot keep appearing in my head.
A fear tat once i start working,
i might not have time to spent wif u.
A fear tat we might even drift.
A fear tat new pp or pp u once like comes into ur life.
A fear tat i might jus lose u.
Guess im not as confident as before.
Is there anything tat im lack of?
Is there anything tat i lose?
Is there anything tat i cant learn?
I used to think my the other half is not gd enuf for me.
But when it comes to u,
Why do i feel im not gd enuf?
Is it really im not gd enuf?
or is it the lack of confident?
*confident confident come back soon* >.<
Many a times i wish,
I wish i had the courage to shout it out loud,
or even whisper it into ur ears.
"Baby i love you,
I really really do.
I wanna be wif u,
Be with u for all eternity.
Stay wif me,hold me tight
never let me go.
Dun ever leave me.
dun leave me behind!
I really cant lose you.
I dun wanna lose u."
Is Pride tat important?
i guess it is to me.
A word forever does not appear in the dictionary,
The word forever u dun believe neither do i.
But i hope u'll learn to believe the word eternity.
A eternity for you and me !
At least tats wad i hope for.
``Bonggz~
