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Taiwan trip soon

2008-01-19T23:08:00.000+08:00

Im going Taiwan Soon ! hohoho !!!
Yeah !!! honeymoon ? lol
Baby is paying for hotel =P
shop shop shop till i drop !!!!!!!!

And ive been shopping recently !!!
Spending money everyday !! T_T

But im still enjoying myself ?
Will i go back to school again ?
The question i ask myself everyday !!
Wad to study sia ? i dunno leh ..
Anyone got any idea =P LOLS
I wanna buy bag leh !! i wan sch ! T_T

exhausted

2007-12-20T03:40:00.000+08:00

Haven been blogging a very long time . o.O LOLS
poor blog ! kena abandon ! =P

Recently have been super exhausted !
i work 32 hrs is 2 days ! -.-"
madness ! and somehow we guess niu wont come work tmr ?
I guess im gonna work 16 hrs again >.<
Tis week work 2 times 2 person's shift le.
Tired and shag !

Haven been meeting baby recently !
And she is still coughing her lungs out! -.-"
*poor thing ! Sayang la .
Guess i will be seeing her on friday !
Finally my off day ! dying from exhaustion le.

Oh ya , Finally got my IC made. muhahahha so happy !
And today , police jus asked for my IC ,
Yet to produce one, but who cares !
Slap the police asS ! They sux !
They wanna put a warrent on me ? lols !

Baby says i look like chipmunk -.-"
tat tortoise !!!!!!! lols !
Miss her miss her miss her !

ending my nite shift in 10 days time !
Den will be back to morning shift !
Will have more time to pei u le =))
Till den , i'll still try find to see u de. =P

AND I GOT A NEW NEW NEW PHONE !
a couple phone wif her =) LOLS W910I
happy happy ! so many things happen recently -.-"
Till i cant rmb le -.-"
Tats all for now xP

My one , My Love , My everything !

2007-12-01T03:34:00.000+08:00

Do I have to cry for you?

Dont want to close the door
Dont want to give up on it
Dont want to fight no more
Well find a way around it
Wheres the love we had?
We can make it last

Tell me what I gotta be
Tell me what you wanna do?
Cause I cant live my life
The way you want me
You know we cant go on, living like we do
Do I have to cry for you
Do I have to cry for you?

So tell me what its for
If theres no winner in it
Nobodys keeping score
Lets start from the beginning
Can we make it last?
With the love we have

Tell me what I gotta be?
Tell me what you wanna do?
Cause I cant live my life the way you want me to
You know I cant go on, living like we do?
Do I have to cry for you?
Do I have to cry for you?

Do I gotta stand in the cold dark night till the morning light, yeah
Do I have to say i wont let you ! get away

What do I gotta be?
Tell me what wanna do?
I cant live my life, the way you want me to
You know I cant go on, living like we do?
Do I have to cry for you?

Yeahh, yeeaaahhhh
You know I cant go on, living like we do
Do I have to cry for you?
Do I have to cry for you?

Wad do i got to be? Wad muz i really do?

2007-11-29T19:51:00.000+08:00

"One More Try"

Could be your eyes,

could be your smile.

Could be the way you freed my mind.

Your precious touch caressed my soul.

You gave me everything I need,

and now i'm lost. Lost forever.

Lost forever,

and you said this is going nowhere, girl.

And you said I turned my back on.

You said I'm not the only one for you.

Please give me one more try for the sake of our love

Let's give it one more chance coz I can't give you up.

I can't live one more day without you in my arms

I could never find another like you.

Could be the lies,

could be my pride.

Could be the days and nights so wild.

Could be the times I wasn't there.

And all the nights we didn't share,

and now you've lost. Lost forever

Lost forever,
and you said this is going nowhere, girl.
And you said I turned my back on.
You said I'm not the only one for you.

Please give me one more try for the sake of our love
Let's give it one more chance coz I can't give you up.
I can't live one more day without you in my arms
I could never find another like you.

I can't sleep,

I can't live without you by my side.

So cold, so lost without as my guide.

You made me realise I've nothing,

nothing without you.

Please give me one more try for the sake of our love

Let's give it one more chance coz I can't give you up.

I can't live one more day without you in my arms

I could never find another like you.

Baby give me one last try

2007-11-27T20:38:00.000+08:00

HERE LIES MY BROKEN HEART.
YET TO BE FIXED!
BUT IS TEARIG FURTHER.
I DUN WAN TO KNOW.
BUT I DUN LIKE TO HIDE.
I WISH I DIDNT KNOW.
BUT I DID ,
AND I KNOW MORE DEN WAD I AM SUPPOSE TO KNOW.

Disappointd , I wish to shut myself away from the whole. pls leave me alone.

2007-11-13T22:35:00.000+08:00

Silence my only key .

Bring back the smile u gave me once .

Pls Dun take my happiness away .

i always thot u were simple, i guess there were much more gg on without me knowing it. Complicated i may seem, But wad wanted was something simple .

2007-11-11T19:33:00.000+08:00

It’s not my fault,

I dream a dream

and it happens to involve you,

It’s not my fault,

if I say I love you,

I only speak words that are true.

It’s not my fault,

if I speak my mind,

and it’s something to do with love,

It's not my fault,

if im jealous over her,

When u really mean something to me.

It’s not my fault,

if I praise you,

You’re truly sent from above.

It’s not my fault,

if I take the chance,

and tell you how I feel,

It’s not my fault,

if you don’t like it

this love I have is real.

It’s not my fault,

if I prove my love,

and admire your every move,

It’s not my fault,

if you don’t love me,

I’ll keep trying to improve.

It's not my fault,
when tears fall,

when u leave me ! ~

i miss the old us ! ~

2007-11-08T19:32:00.000+08:00

I'm Feeling Lost ! >.<Please Bring Me Back!

... Am i Getting Over Possessive?

My Regret !~

2007-11-08T19:19:00.000+08:00

My Regret

1st verse:
It?s too late now, still I've got something to say?
Girl I?m sorry that I treated you that way
Time has gone now, and the moment has passed?
When I had the chance to try and make us last
All alone now, and it's no one's fault by mine?
Couldn?t see the truth, I had those blinded eyes
You have moved on, still I don?t give a damn?
Gotta get this off my chest while I can

Pre-chorus:
(How I need you more and more will you
Come back to me please)

Every single hour,
Of every single day, I
Miss you more and more,
Don't know what to say, I
Know I closed the door,
You're gone and on your way
But now, I need you, I need you?

Chorus (2x):
Wanna take it back to the day when we first met,
If I could, I'd start all over again?
Our love is My Regret

2nd verse:
Should have known then, what I know now?
Dying every second that you're not around
Should have been there, when you needed me?
Now I'm by myself, on my bended knees
Should have loved you, while I had the chance to?
Couldn't realize that you were the truth
Should have shown you, what you meant to me?
Baby now I see, that you were my queen

Pre-chorus:
(How I need you more and more will you
Come back to me please?)

Every single hour,
Of every single day, I
Miss you more and more,
Don't know what to say, I
Know I closed the door,
Sent you on your way
And now you're gone?

Chorus (2x)

sianss

2007-11-07T21:00:00.000+08:00

Afternoon shift seems forever.
Boring boring boring !
lucky there are always pp who constantly disturbs.
while they might be irritating,
but they help time pass faster tooo ! =))

Tonite she is gg clubbing.
haha ! wish i could go!
maybe should join my frens down at MOS ! ~
But im plainly lazy to go anywhere too. -.-" LOL

Im workin working working !
But im also being paid to play play play ! LOL
regular customers are my entertainment. =X LOLS

Recently started eating again !
feel like my stomach is gg to explode!
dun like the fulling of being full. -.-"
i shall fast till tmr since i've eaten dinner le.

The new part time staff has a irritating look,
fat, ugly ! and he ask his gf to sit in the counter,
while he dota away !
Might as wel fire him and employ the ger !
He know nuts about anything.
even the basic of generating a report.
he dun know, but yet his gf know ?
wtf ? dumb ass !
i will try means and way to get him fired !!!
hopefully ivy got my hint !
he sux and he is in the way of us full timers !
Everyone dun like him.
joycelyn, niu and me !
We're work hard to get him fired.. muahahhaha

Many thing changes, I jus dun have enuf time in my hands. I'm wishing for the past. A wish i'll nv get. >.<

last morning for the month. >.<

2007-10-31T12:20:00.000+08:00

Today will be my last day working in the morning.
from tmr on wards i working afternoon le >.<
means lesser chances to meet baby le. haiz
afternoon shift means i will be working from 3-11 pm .
Today got pay pay pay. money money !!! yeahh !
but i see the money but like i cant spend leh. >.< saded

hmm wanted to fetch baby from work today,
den go eat sushi !
since it will be my last time fetching her for awhile.
den can stay her hse.
den send her go work.
haha since tmr start at 3pm le.. -.-"
but baby already got plans le.. >.<
so nvm la !! let her enjoy herself ba.

My eyes are closing !
im tired ! im sleepy !
if only i can dig a tiny lil incy wincy hole to slp in >.<

ZzzZZzZ !! nitess i go koon for awhile le. =P

Feverrr !!! >.<

2007-10-28T07:36:00.001+08:00

Finally have the energy to blog.
Been having crazy temperature.
lowest is 35.4. highest rise to 39.1!!!!!!!!
madness right!! thot i was dying.. >.<
Suddenly below temperature,
Suddenly burning hot temperature.
If i die will u rmb me? i wonder!
for the last 3-4 days ive been eating medicine!
But my fever jus wont subside!
Last nite i die die dun wan eat medicine.
Tis morning my temperature is better alot.
I've got good body immune !! muahahahha
Thou i was sick the last few days,
I still guai guai go work wor !! hahaa !
But everyday was late la !!

the last few days was baby who took care of me.
poor baby, so tired le still have to take care of me.
but thanks thankss toooo !! ~ =D
There is a mango thingy in my fridge !!
I WAN TO EAT IT UP!!!
But waiting for my ben wu gui to come. >.<

I still have a spinning head !!
dun wan see words le..
Bye byeee >:-

Oh ya another thing to add!

FARK BLOGGER !! PROBLEMATIC !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sunrise sunset, Jus like my temperature, Jus like how im feeling.

Angry angry morning !

2007-10-19T07:23:00.001+08:00

damn it damn it !
Do u know how it feels when u're already late for work,
and a fucking bitch jus do not know when to keep her fucking mouth shut!
Nagging and nagging !?
Why?? she start work later so?
Got more time so ?
Im not tat free to hear ur nonsense u know!!!
Share it wif someone who is interested la ! BITCH
Hard pain hur ? might as well heart pain until heart attack and jus die!
Leave me alone !!!
Dun worry i wont die without u!
How i wish u could jus start work earlier den me!
And least i dun have to see ur fucking face!
Irritating stupid face !!! DAMN IT !
Pissed me off early in the morning !!!

Baby, Sry i blow up at u too.
But next time when i really blow up,
Leave me alone ma.. >.<
Arbo u also get scolded tgt.. -.-
Haiz didnt mean to blow up de.
Tried to cool down liao,
But tat bitch cant shut up.
how to cool down leh?? o.O

Wonder will she scold u anot because of me. haiz!
Why wont she jus leave tis world.
Irritating pest, numb skull ass !
Worried for u >.<

Birthday over.

2007-10-14T08:44:00.000+08:00

This yr birthday celebration really all sux la.
Dont know wads wrong with everyone.
Attitude and Stubborn.

On the 12 oct,
We decided to meet up and eat.
To celebrate both me and bro's bday.
When finally we decided wad to eat,
We plan to meet up at orchard.
Suppose to go eat steamboat,
While waiting for sarah to come with our cake.
Suddenly niu dun wan go down marina.
And bro die die dun wan to eat anywhere else but marina.
So irritating la!!
Why cant compromise abit. -.-"
Finally tat day i was hungry,
Hungry till i super pek chek den exploded. -.-"
Even my poor baby nv do anything wrong also tio. =X
Sry for the attitude. >.<

Ended up eating at youth park,
Eating stingray, kang kong, satay, orh lua, fries!
Well we couldnt finish it too. -.-"
After eating went to cine to play lan while waiting for sarah.
We play until 11.30 den started to make our back.
After awhile, ard 12.15?
Bro msg me, and sending me the pic of the cake!
My name was on the cake lo..
And i cant get to eat the cake >.<
Anyway thanks sarah. Tat was sweet. =))

Poor niu is out of a job again!
She got 2 jobs in a day,
But lost 2 jobs in a dayy tooo... POWER
Ke lian la she.. -.-"

ARghghHghghH $^$%&$%@$&
I screwed up my numbers at work again,
When i reach work tis morning,
Another pile of papers was left there!
Serial number i write wrong. >.<
Aiya ! Fucking pek chek la!!
Next time i swear i wont write the numbers le.!
Leave it for others to write,
At least if wrong they have to do.!
Nothing to do with me!!
Nabei lo, is double work and extra work. -.-"
Could have spend my time playing games or watching anime wad. -.-
WASTE TIME ! >.<

happy birthday to myself

2007-10-11T12:11:00.000+08:00

Today is finally my birthday !
Im working now !
But using computer at the same time la.
Quiet morning ma. >.<

Ytd was hell of a surprise,
Baby, niu and jesper appeared outside my hse.
With a birthday cake tat baby bake.
Orea cheese cake, my favourite.
Baby is not bad in baking thou !
She bought me a rip curl wallet.. *sweet
Like it very much ! is a nice design.
Black and red, with a gold logo. =))
Guess i no nid to buy myself a wallet le.
But is more stress using the wallet she bought. ha
Imagine i lost it ! im dead meat. ha
But dun worry! i'll guard it wif my life !
Who dare rob me i confirm chop their bird bird off.. =X

Have been wanting to go shisha!
But nv had the chance to leh..
Hmm actually is also dunno where have.
Anyone know??? LOL pls tell me. >.<
I WAN GO I WAN GO I WAN GO. sobx

After work gg hme, slack awhile den gg out again.
Going to meet baby, gg to spend my bday with her.
Well mu birthday wasnt as bad as i expected la.
Actually still quite happy even thou the celebration was called off.
But my damn parents didnt even wished me yet. WTH !
Think they are better off dead la. *angry @#$#!

Cant wait to see baby ltr.
Hehe ! miss her lots !
And missing her now still

Happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me, happy birthday to bonggz, happy birthday to me

AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST!
THANK YOU BABY! and niu too ! yup tat jesper too for acting as a clown. =X

I hate assholes in the hse

2007-10-10T20:53:00.000+08:00

Today my first day of work,
Was super super busy !
Manage to finally drink something at 2pm.
And finally a toilet break at 4pm.
People all coming in non stop!
Members non stop!
Tis is crazy!
And my boss tell me, is gonna be like tat for ard a mth !!!
Think aft tat im gonna lose wt ! -.-"

In about 3 hrs time is my birthday !!!
OMG ! Happy early birthday to myself. =D
But is a boring yr la !!
Wanted to celebrate my bf in dynasty an k box!
But in the end we decided to call it of. -.-"
Too last min for any plans le ba. >.<
Working on my bday !! zhen ke lian wor. =.="
Nothing much to do le lo..sian !
Guess i should be meeting baby tmr ? if she's free =)

Jus quarrelled wif the idiots outside my room !
Damn it la ! they are fucking irritating can !
In 3 hrs time is my bday ! and yet tis chee bye muz disturb me.
Aiya is the most shitty bday im ever having lo.
Hating every moment of it. haiz
Losing my voice on my bday ? really a congrats to me.
All cuz of the stupid parents outside my room.
How i wish they are not mine .
If only i could choose who to be my parent.
Calculative like fuck la !
Make sure next time when i earn big,
i'll throw money in their face to keep their mouth shut.
And i believe they'll crawl ard the floor to pick it up !
Since they are so money minded.
They say i hate them !
Well they are more den right.
I fucking hate them to the core.
And fucking wish to shift out of this idiotic place as soon as i can.

Haven seen my baby for awhile le.
Last seen her on monday morning !
And is gonna be thurday tmr. -.-"
We dun seem to have the time to meet anymore.
She's rather busy at work too. >.<
And her activities are like nv ending. haiz
Will i see her tmr ?

-Stay on, Pls tune in to www.obsoletememories.blogspot.com to find out more bout my pathetic bday updates. - hehe

A part of me feels tat im far away, A place where loneliness is my best fren, A place of only white and black. Pls colour my world back like u always do

Tmr The First Day of Work. Sian

2007-10-08T20:28:00.000+08:00

Suppose to start working today,
But due to some programming thingy problem ill start work tmr. =)
One More extra day of rest.
Going to start work tmr le.
Fun days are all over!
Time to start earning money!
Or my Plans all will go to a waste. >.<
Will try to request for the morning shift,
7am to 3 pm! at least i got rest of the day to do things.
Other shift will turn my life meaningless !
Imagine waking up at 3 to go work and ending work at 11pm.
Nth to do le ! and even worst. 11pm to 7am!!
Slping tru the whole afternoon ! LOL..
Hope to get the morning shift. =))

Hmmm ! 12 is coming le .!
We're still planning which KTV to go to.
Either K Box or Dynasty.
Keep tryin to call dynasty to check the price,
But no one seem to pick up leh. >.<
K box is expensive .
$190 to open a chivas and waive of 4 person charge only!
$330 to open 2 chivas and waive of 8 person charge. -.-"
But not all of them are good drinkers leh.

My own birthday on the 11 oct,
Dun really have any plan !
And im working too..
Due to it is a weekday nth much can be actually done la.
So yup ! will be pushing it back till the 12 den celebrate !
Prepared to burn a Big hole in my pocket of $150 away le . >.<

I miss tat ger,

It seems i only think of u all day.

Will working keep my mind of u?

Or will i miss u even more?

Im starting work!!!

2007-10-04T23:44:00.000+08:00

Yeahh! i'm starting work on 8 october!!
Means i cant celebrate my birthday too. >.<
Will be working at Elias Mall Lan shop.
Those who are free u can jus drop by wor. =)
Damn it ! jobs like making a fool out of me!
After the lan shop call me at 1pm,
The call center call me at 4pm.
Both telling me i got the job. -.-"
But i've already agree to work for the lan shop de.
So bo bian la! dun wan so bad to back out.
Moreover call center got a contract of 9 mths,
Lan shop only contract of 6 mths ! haha!
So how i think i'll still break the contract la! -.-"
Wonder if im able to last for 6 mths str8. lols

I'm eating I'm eating! I'm eating again.
Think im gonna start gaining weight soon le. >.<
Ate zinger burger meal ytd.
For today i eat
-Yan Yan
-Kway tiao mee
-Curry puff
-hotdogs
-Chicken wings
-Cheese cake
-Black forest cake
-2 packet of milk
-Honey stars and milk
-candy floss
Alot right? die la die la!!!
My food like stuck half way leh!
Not digesting lo! think my stomach still aslp!

Today went to ikea and courts.
Seeing all the nice furniture
makes me feel like redecorating my room!
Wanna get a mini walk in cupboard! So cute lo!
Wana change my computer table too!
Re-renovating my room will cost ard 1.5k - 2k ?
Dunno whether my mother will allow anot.
Why is my room so tiny. !! >.<
Hate my father!! use the bigger room for his hobbies!!
Damn tat bastard!! May his hobbies burn in hell! >.<

Going Taiwan wif baby on march?
Wonder if im able to save enuf to go.
Many debts are yet to be cleared.
Bike license yet to be done.
Will i have enuf time to save the money to go on shopping spree?
I hope i will be able to!
Wanna leave singapore wif baby! LOLS

Birthday pressure

2007-10-02T21:04:00.000+08:00

Birthday celebrations is in less den 10 days.

$150 im yet to dig out.

Where to find so much in so lil time.

Dont wanna disappoint everyone too.

A sudden call off will bring too much questions. -.-"

Wanna go celebrate at a KTV niteclub. haiz!

Accompanied niu go to inked tattoo on sunday,

Saw avery nice dragon!

Was actually considering it.

But... Dun think im able to put it la! =(

Saw the pain she went tru jus for the tattoo.

I dun mind gg tru all tis pain too, if it is for a nice tattoo.

Wanna pierce my eyebrow,

Baby says if i can find a job tat will accept all my piercings,

She will allow me to pierce le. lol.

Went for interviews and interviews.

None actually call back. -.-"

Losing the motivation to find work already.

Dont feel like workin already.

Debts and debts yet to pay?

Dont really have choice to make right?

Whether happy anot also have to find work le. sian!

Stayed home the whole day,

Haven really eaten anything.

Wonder is it i not hungry or maybe i jus dun have the appetite at all.

Watch anime the whole day.

And did some drawing.. LOL..
Release stress? LOL.

Haha, the pictures i drew.

Is ugly thou!

But well it helps to relax la.!

If u realise, most pics are without hands.

Trying to draw everything without hands la.

Dun like to draw hands,

Or should i say i dunno how to draw hands. -.-"

Wish me all the luck to dig $150 out ba!

Muz go find a gold mine to dig money le.

>.<

ITS FUCKING SUCKS TO BE BROKE

Baby bought me the bag.

2007-09-30T03:18:00.000+08:00

Yipppeee!!
Baby bought me the bugis bag i wanted so much. LOL
She so sweet hor?
Omg, Think im becoming a bung-alow!
Using my baby's money. >.<

Well, at least 2 things down.
Registered for my bike & got my bag le.
Left my laptop and PSP.!
Till Dec, I will eat bread and air to save $$. =X

She is slping like a lazy pig again!
Suppose to do report my dear! LOL!
Please dun tell me u are doing ur report in ur slp.
Before i piak u!
Better rmb do it by tmr hor!! =)

Dunno wad i did,

Question marks surrounds me.

Coldness Chill Alone Isolate.

Did i do or say smth wrong?

Maybe was a lil over sensitive?

But if i really did smth dun keep it to urself k?

Tell me, at least i can do smth to make it better.

birthday countdown

2007-09-29T04:35:00.000+08:00

Counting down counting down,
12 more days to my birthday.
Haiz, seems like a very sian bday to me!
Dun have the mood to celebrate it.
The nearer the day,
The mood seems to get worst!

Money seems to be the only issue!
Bro wanna open a KTV pub,
each person split $150!
Pls la! she is workin lo.
Obviously she has the money la!

Still yet to book my bike license yet!
Wanna get it done ASAP. haiz
My psp, i think can wait long long le.
Many things yet to be settled.
Still saving money to clear some debts in dec. >.<

If only i was lucky enuf to be born wif a silver spoon in my mouth,
No nid silver spoon also can.
But at least bronze spoon ma.!
Now i like machiam born wif a plastic disposable spoon in my mouth.
Forever money is the issue! haiz!

Oh ya, today baby treat me eat dinner. =)
haha! Pepper lunch!
Nice nice.!! Yummy Yummy!
And im hungry now!
Well i finally eaten rice!
After i dunno how long le,
Lost count liao!! HAHA

If Only I Could Jus Stop Time

Bike License Finally Registered

2007-09-26T02:14:00.000+08:00

YEAHHH!!!
Today i finally register my bike license!!
Super Duper Happy!
But the sad thing is i haven book my practical! >.<
No money book!! haha
Registration is $80.25. Expensive ma?
I have to go tru 8 Practical lessons & 4 Theory Lessons.
Each practical Lessons is $21.40 - $23.50.
Practical Test is $36.05.
Where to dig the money sia? LOL
Well at least once register i cant delay too long also la!
Hopefully by next yr jan i can start riding!
Hope i dun fail bah! >.<

Today went for 2 interview!
Was still deciding whether to work the lan shop or call center.
When suddenly both ask me go down today! LOL
Which is better sia?C
all center pay is higher,
Lan gaming shop is nearer to my hse.
Alamak! i dunno which to choose le la. ='(

Call Center.
- 8 Oct start
- 1 month training, Training hours are 8am to 5pm. -.-"
- During training is $7/hr.
- Once confirm, $9/hr.
- At Clemenceau Ave.
- Working hours are as early as 8am till as late as 2am. No fix shift.
- 9 Month contract.

Lan Game Shop
- 10 Oct start
- $1000
- 24 hrs shift. 7am - 3pm, 3pm - 11pm or 11pm - 7am.
- Fixed shift.
- At Elias Mall.

Lol, both got their goods and bad.
Which should i choose?
Can anyone help me decide? >.<
Big big big headache!

Finally watched finish D.Gray Man.
Starting a new anime,
"KIBA" it seems nice!
Haven really watched it yet. -.-"

Whole day nv really eaten.
Den in the end baby bought food and bring to my hse.
So sweet right? LOL
But she really wanna feed me until i fat wor.
She bought me curry puff, Donut, Moon cake, BBQ pork puff.
All the food tat i'll ever crave for.
Gosh she's feeding me like i haven eaten for a few days.
I have a sudden craving for rice!
Haven eaten rice for a long time le. >.<
Been eating nonsense and nonsense and more nonsense!

...'

Silence of the heart

2007-09-23T00:59:00.000+08:00

Silence of my heart,
truth tat is yet unsaid.
Disappointment tat i give,
Courage tat i dun have.
Guess i'll say it now.
I did it again.
I'll try harder next time.
Baby im sorry!

*unspoken*

Disappointment am i?

2007-09-22T05:07:00.000+08:00

Rented a DVD.
"Hills Have Eyes"
So much looking for word to watch it.
Went to buy Doritos and titbits!
But the damn CD was protected.
Wasted time looking for decoder.
By the time i was ready to watch,
Baby fell asleep! haha..
Stupid piggy!!~ LOL
Ended up anime-ing tru the night again.

Tuesday i got interview at starhub. haha
At the call center.!
pay is rather not too bad.
$9/hr. 5 Days week.
But timing is madness!
Can start as early as 8am in the morning,
And end as late as 2am in the nite! ha.
Hope i could get the job!
Seems rather fun.

Bad news i recieve today!
Heard from baby tat PSP is changing a set of new stocks!
No more modified version!
Have to use original games!
Fucking hell! It is expensive to use original la!
The moment i recieve this news,
almost fell into depression!
I wanted a PSP so badly!
And jus when i wanted to get a job so i could buy my PSP,
....................... SADED! *sobs*
Left wif one choice,
I have to find enuf money to buy my PSP before they change the stocks!
Haiz! Guess if they change to original version i wont buy le >.<
DAMN SONY! Hope ur company collapse!! Close down! No business!

*Unspoken*

PSP fever

2007-09-20T11:19:00.000+08:00

Send baby to work today.
Wanted to eat Doritoes for breakfast.
But NTUC haven open. *sobs*
So ended up not eating breakfast again.

Ytd went for interview.
Guess wad kinda job.???
ha, data entry wor!!!
Amazing? I've went for an office job interview.
Hoping to place my butt in one of their chairs.
And sit till my butt grow big big. -.-"

Today dun really have much jobs in th newspaper.
So dun think i will be going any interview today.
Staying how to slack!
Anime-ing all day long.
Should go watch claymore.!
is quite a not bad anime too.. =)

PSP PSP PSP !
Omg.! everyone has got a PSP le.
Wonder when will i even by mine!!
Seems like i wan so many things hur.
By the end of this yr,

I WAN

At least my bike license registration
A new white bag tat i like
A PSP
A laptop

Was jus wondering,
How do u guys see hypocrites as?
Are they as bad or hated as u guys all say?
Well, one thing is for sure.
U will nv know if the person on ur left or right is one.
Cuz plainly they're hypocrites.
Unless u are able to see tru them.
Guess hypocrites aren't really a bad thing.
U need to be a hypocrite to survive in tis world.
And a Nice hypocrite will always succeed.
Twirling everyone ard wif their fingers.
So be careful.!
Are u the one twirling? or are u being twirled?
Open ur eyes bigger.
And learn to keep ur mouth shut.
If u wanna survive in a political world.

Sleepless Nitess

2007-09-19T05:51:00.000+08:00

Again Another sleepless night.
Im tired, Im shag.
But just not able to fall asleep.
Toss and turn on bed almost an hour plus.
Finally gave up & back to the computer.

Another hour or so i can go read morning's newspaper.
Finally getting serious to find a job le.
Too much engery in me not being used up.
No wonder i can still survive all day
Even when i just slept 1 hours plus last night.
Within 2 days i sleep an hour plus.
Omg, Im killing myself.

Used to not be able to wake up.
Sleep just wasnt ever enough.
But now it seems like i cant sleep.
Tossing and turning all night and still wide awake.
Episodes after episodes,
games afte games...
My eyes are popping out.
But im still not tiredd.. !!!!

Thinking of getting office job.
Should i? lol..
Morning train can kill me. haha!
Packed like sardine!
Squeezing like mad idiots.
Even the fat can become thin. -.-"

Wish me all the best!~
Going to look for a job today.
Hopefully able to find one.
One tat can accept my piercings.
Hahahaha..
Good luck to myself. ~
Waiting for the sun to wake up.
Doubt i'll be slping today,
since i cant fall aslp might as well not sleep.
At least at night i'll be tired enuf to slp. =))

Gomennasai, I Couldnt Help But Fall In Love With You

Ratatouille !!!!

2007-09-18T03:40:00.000+08:00

Today Today Today !
Today i withness a rat cooking. xP
Omg. Ratatouille is so cute!
If only my hamster could cook.

Watch Ratatouille wif my baby today.
Thot the cinema would be packed. haha.
i was so wrong. -.-"
Got to sit couple sit somemore. =D

Doritos for dinner.
getting addicted to tat chips.
Famous amos my love!
Drooling all over, *LOL*
mentally prepared to gain 2kg? *sobx

Tat bugis bag is still in my mind.
Wondering why im so indecisive to get it.
Like it but yet hesitating to get it. -.-"
Should i should i not? haiz
Will i used it for long?
Or will i jus dump it soon after. -.-"

Still cant get to slp.
I am super tired i guess.
But my brain seems to be functioning perfectly.
Hoping my brain to be low batt soon.
Exhausted leh >.<
I wan to slp arh!!!

Tomorrow will be gg down orchard again.
Niu just called me.
Asking me to accompany janice to put tattoo.
Haizz ! tattoo again..
When will i be able to put mine?
I wan ~~grim reaper~~. !
With a ~~cemetery~~ background.
Wouldn't tat be cool ?

Oh god, bless me wif a lil more slp.
I'm sleeping lesser by the days.
Seems like I'm having insomnia !
Gosh think im dying soon.
thot i could die at 40 yrs old wif my baby!
But im exhausted to my bones.
And i still cant fall aslp!
Wad the hell is happening to me !

Forget it !
i'm gg to try to slp again !
Bless me wif some slp!
Have to wake up by 7.30am !!
Slp well bongz ! ~
Nites nites Bongz!~
Muacks Bongz! ~
Sweetest dreams bong! ~
hehe

Where ever you go, Wad ever you do, i will be right here waiting for you

Bugis Bag

2007-09-17T05:12:00.000+08:00

Shopping at bugis ! ~
sad thing is, im not the one shopping. >.<
Baby recently on shopping spree. lol.
Spend almost $200 le. -.-"
Hunting for her office wear.
Looks or seems easy,
but somehow we had a hard time finding nice office clothes for her.

Went bugis today,
saw a very nice duffle bag.
Fell in love with it.
Still wondering if i should buy it. haha
Its white, wonder if i can maintain the colour. -.-
$28.90 i guess is quite cheap.

Baby wanna buy me a school bag.
A backpack. lols..
is rather cute and nice.
And is white again. =X
Cost $60+ almost $70.
Is nice ! Like it tooo.
But dun wish for her to spend so much $$ on me.
Burning a hole in her pocket. *xin tong*

Ytd she bought 2 pairs of shoe
And a few other stuff.
Today she bought a bag,
which i think is superb. *niceee*

Saw many things i like le.
Need to get a job so can buy.
Need to start saving also.
Wanna get my bike ASAP !!!
Planning on how to spend my money,
when i haven started earning.. OMG
Wonder how am i gg to save.

Maybe opening another acc for savings.
Wonder could tat even happen.LOL.
If only i could plant a money tree tat really grows money!!
*Oh god oh god.
I pray to own a money tree tat grows money.
Pls make my wish come true.
Amen*

Baby, In my eyes theres only you.

Baby's SIP started

2007-09-13T13:03:00.000+08:00

Many things to update,
hmmm where should i start? O.o

Baby bought me things from thailand !! Hehe
2 Tops and a Cap. =)
Soo sweet hur..
Thank you thank you ! ~
Miss her while the time she is there thou.

Everyone is working at the moment,
Busy wif their life le. >.<
As for me..............
I completed watching my NARUTO.
Finally!! 220 Episodes are over.
Started on Naruto shippuuden. LOLS!
Animes are jus nv ending. -.-"

Today is baby's second day of SIP.
I should start looking for a job soon too.
But once i start working,
wont have much time to spend wif her le >.<
And our off days will definely be different.

Her job seems so fun.
She is like being paid to tour singapore. -.-"
I also wan leh. UNFAIR AR ! >.<

Muz really get a job soon.
I nid money, and money dun seems to grow on trees!
My bike license keep delaying too ! >.<
Public transports jus sux la.
Jus now while taking a bus home,
A damn black and smelly ah pu neh sit next to me.
OMG. Can u imagine the smell.
Could vomit my whole intestine out ar !
Damn it. *AHMATABIA*
it means -His mother is a pua lok quay- =X

And and and,
I finally reach my desired weight le.
45 KG !!!! ~ and i wanna maintain it le.
dun wan go any higher.
Im hungry now.
Gg to look for food le, den back to naruto-ing. =D

A dream hse for me and you, Our World

2007-09-06T23:41:00.000+08:00

My baby is paying a visit to ah guas. LOL.
Not in singapore,
Not near me.
But still constantly on my mind.
Still missing her badly. -.-"

Met niu and potato today. lol.
Went to bugis to gai gai,
den go orchard see lion dance.
Seeing niu shop and shop make me so gien to go on shopping spree too.
Sighs, bo bian ar !! NO $$ !!
Why am i not born wif a silver spoon in my mouth?
NO FAIR >.< Sobs

The bloated feeling is still there.
Appetite getting worst and worst.
food is neither coming out from here nor there. -.-"
Smoking im still trying to overcome.
Temptations im still trying to resist.
I wanna smoke again. Can i ?
Quitting seems so hard when everyone ard u is smoking.
And im the only one not smoking in my clique. -.-"

Baby is coming back on sunday. >.<
She jus left today yet im already missing her.
She couldnt find anything she like to buy yet? LOL
hao ke lian ar!! LOL
Counting down the days to see u again.
Wonder how am i gg to survive tru the days when u are flying. 0.O
Missing baby ! ~ >.<

*unposted*

2007-08-27T03:26:00.000+08:00

Does good looks have a limitations?
how does good looks come about?
i once was ugly, i think.
but i somehow manage to work my way up till today.
but i dun seem to be able to get any better.
have a reach my limit?
guess maybe i was born ugly.
dun seem to be able to improve anymore. haiz

wad the first impression u set on a person.
*hair
*clothes
*looks
*complexion

omg think i dun have any hur? LOLS.
getting uglier by the days.
wonder how i look 10yrs from now. -.-"

I've lost.

2007-08-25T03:47:00.000+08:00

*Numb*

*unposted*

Jealousy or Envy ?

2007-08-19T03:20:00.000+08:00

Is it jus im over-sensitive?
Jealousy or envy ?
i guess she is jus one plain lucky person.
i try and try,
i try so hard.
is it so hard to keep up?
How come she even had such treatment?
or is it cuz she is the first ger?
wad is there in her?
which part of me do i lose to her?
Looks? char? attitude? behaviour?
can someone pls enlighten me?
i cant bring myself to like her,
neither do detest or hate her to the core.
maybe to me, she is jus a rival.
the person whom i'll compare my everything to.
i jus wanna win in everything.
well, im jus a bad loser; A sore loser.
i cant lose. i dun wan to.
but At times i do wonder,
have i actually lost?

Many questions running tru my head.
dunno how to get an ans.
aimlessly guessing and assuming.
shutting positive thots out.
leaving myself to drown in my own negative thots.

Guess the feeling of being loved is always nicer den loving someone.
jealous i might be,
A feeling im still trying to surpress.
I'll learn how to control it one day.
Slowly getting a hang of it.

will u think tat im petty making a fuss out of nth?
guess u might slowly get irritated.
sometimes i really jus dunno wad to say,
how to react or wad to do.
all i could do was to sit there and stone.
afraid after u knowing my reaction u might not be so honest,
as u think it might hurt me.
But i rather u be honest and not hide.
tats why i choose to hide my feelings instead.

baby, i dun mean to keep or hide my feelings from u.
but there are times when is hard to express,
words jus cant come out.
it seems to leave me speechless.
many thots run tru my head.
flashbacks of words tat i heard and read.
trying to find the best reaction to react.
but in the end all i could say was.
"dun worry baby, im ok"
sorry if i really cant be honest to tell u how i feel at tat very moment.
but im sure i'll find other ways to let u know,
wad im thinking or how im feeling.
maybe not at tat very moment,
but u'll get to know bout it.
sooner or ltr. =)
cuz i dun wanna hide anything from u.
and i wont hide anything.

i nid u & i miss u & i wan u & i luv u cuz i wanna hold you i wanna kiss u, u were my everything and i really miss you

2007-08-10T14:41:00.000+08:00

Hello hello, anyone there? lol
been long since i last blog. >.<
muhahahha !!

Haven been hme very often,
Been staying out either whole nite
or at baby's hse.. =)

Many things happen lately.
happy , sad , angry ,du lan
all kinds of emotions. =.="

Jus last nite,
kena tio gek by keagan!!
wanted to go over to janice hse wif niu,
but tat idiot jus wont allow.
Understanding he say he is.
but i doubt anyone sees it in him.
Dota his life,
thinking bout it.
playing it !
might as well live wif it. -.-
ARghghgGhg the thot of him still pisses me off.
Trying to tell him one thing,
he says another thing !! omg !
no wonder niu say,
"lang gong dang lu gong sai,
lang jia gu ba lu jia gu chee bye"
muhaHAhaaHA
But well i guess me and him, we're ok le.
He say he wanted buy me yan yan.
MuHAhaAha ! but too bad.
Once we're ok, they started war again. -.-
Ended up we didnt go gaming afterall !
wad a waste of time.

Anyway have been eatin quite alot recently!
Fatter and fatter im becoming ! >.<
But my latest addiction is
" TISSUE PRATA "
I jus cant get enuf of it.
And my drink of all time is
" MILO "
And i jus cant stop eating chilli. -.-
Burning a hole in my stomach >.<
Feeling the spicy rush to my stomach.
Arrhghg. so uncomfortabel, but i like it
Bleax ! =P

Baby have been rushing tru all her last min work.
She jus nv learn. -.-
Ended up burning mid nite oil to complete everything.
Exams for her is ard the corner.
Will she still be slacking? lol
*wondering how hardworking will she be* LOL
Seeing her so tired very xin tong de leh..
tat ben dan !! always so last min !!
Muz rush her to do her things earlier next time.
haiyo poor baby, have been slping very lil recently.
Think tonite she will KO early ! lala..

Early Sleep, Early Rise. See The Morning Sun

Last Night ! ~

2007-07-30T19:17:00.000+08:00

If I Told You Once,

I Told You Twice

You Can See It My Eyes

I'm All Cried Out

With Nothing To Say

Your Everything I Want It To Be

If You Could Only See

Your Heart Belongs To Me

I Love You So Much

I'm Hurting For Your Touch

Come And Set Me Free

Forever Yours I'll Be

Baby Won't You Come

And Take This Pain Away.

}}~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~{{

It Hurts To See You Like Tat.

I Wish I Could be The One Who Cheer You Up.

And Bring Back Tat Beautiful Smile.

2007-07-30T18:54:00.000+08:00

Why am i feeling the distance?
Are we drifting?
I dun wan to. >.<>
I guess i shouldnt have reacted tat way last nite.
Well im sorry.
I cant turn back time. haiz

U seem so cold,
heard u're feeling emotionless too?
I dunno wad else to say but "Sorry" .

The piercing pain,
i think im still feeling it.
Its feeling so terrible.
I cant bring myself to do anything.
Lost, confuse is how im feeling.
I wish i could have kept my cool.

Guess every couple will have a drift in a r/s.
But after the drift only 2 things happen.
Either u get closer, closer den before.
Or u'll continue the drift, Drifting even further.
I dun wanna drift any further.
Guess im still afraid to lose u. haiz

I miss u,
But i guess i really cant feel u. ='(

*unposted~*

2007-07-27T01:13:00.000+08:00

lil lil bloggie..
isnt a blog a place u say everything out?
hmmmm wanted to blog since last nite..
but kept thinking if i should blog..
LOL. guess a blog isnt as useful afterall..
But guess i'll still blog.. =))

Everyone seems to be rushing me to get a job.
I wan to work too.
My pocket is gonna be empty soon. (big fat hole)
But i guess the same thot keep appearing in my head.

A fear tat once i start working,
i might not have time to spent wif u.
A fear tat we might even drift.
A fear tat new pp or pp u once like comes into ur life.
A fear tat i might jus lose u.

Guess im not as confident as before.
Is there anything tat im lack of?
Is there anything tat i lose?
Is there anything tat i cant learn?

I used to think my the other half is not gd enuf for me.
But when it comes to u,
Why do i feel im not gd enuf?
Is it really im not gd enuf?
or is it the lack of confident?
*confident confident come back soon* >.<

Many a times i wish,
I wish i had the courage to shout it out loud,
or even whisper it into ur ears.
"Baby i love you,
I really really do.
I wanna be wif u,
Be with u for all eternity.
Stay wif me,hold me tight
never let me go.
Dun ever leave me.
dun leave me behind!
I really cant lose you.
I dun wanna lose u."
Is Pride tat important?
i guess it is to me.

A word forever does not appear in the dictionary,
The word forever u dun believe neither do i.
But i hope u'll learn to believe the word eternity.
A eternity for you and me !
At least tats wad i hope for.

A Thot;A Wish;A Hope;A Dream

Pictures Update

2007-07-22T00:40:00.000+08:00

Looking younger every minute.

Is it a good thing? haha

Pictures to update.

Muacks~

I Smile Tat i hate. -.-

Look So Young rite?

Dimples!

Baby Says I look like undead.

Do We Look Like Students?

We're Decent.Well at least i am. =X

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

Recently baby is addicted to the song "beautiful girl"

haha.. is a nice song thou.

Actually im addicted to the song too =X

Started watching my anime again.

BLEACH BLEACH BLEACH!

Addiction slowly creeping up again.

I wanna watch till end of series.

100 over episode only la.

Think iim gonna quit smoking aready.

At least i think i will.

hopefully *Close eyes Pray Hard*

Maybe on occasions only den will smoke. =X

Buying A new specs in ard 4 more days.

Mummy says she will pay.

"YES KIO TIO" hohoho..

Baby doing her homework?

article? LOL

She jus say she wanna kill herself. LOL

I Miss Her.

And I really do.

I swear i speak no lies.

And of cuz I do love her too.

Muacks! ~

Wishing u're by my side

2007-07-20T02:20:00.000+08:00

*Clearing the cobwebs*

Boring boring life.
Meeting baby almost everyday.
Wonder will she get bored of meeting me =X LOLS
Woke up early today to bathe.
But ended up slping till 1 Plus..!!
Cuz of my Lazy Piggy Dear!!

Send her to sch.
den got nth to do..
Ended up at hme again.. LOL
Think should start working soon..
Gg to be Broke le.. !!!

Met baby after her sch ended.
Send her to Red Hill.
To do her project.!
Tat ger ar! Forever so last minute..
Den go home !! OMG..
My life really getting a lil boring le right?
But still enjoy every moment wif her.. =X

Bread intro me Job..!!
MCDONALD'S TELEPONE OPERATOR.. LOL
cute right..!! but might really go work..
Pay is not bad..And there is nite shift.. LOL
Nid to yang my baby ! haha..
so nid to get a job soon le.. T_T
Getting use to my slacking life.. =X opps

Tears seems to be dropping from ur eyes almost everyday.
Am i Tat bad?
Is saddness and disappoint all i give you? hmm..
Guess old habits die hard. hai
Trying not to disappoint u anymore.
Wanting to see u smile every minute.
Craving for u every Single Second.
Moments With u anot, I still miss you!

U're As Addictive As Estacy

A trust i thot is easy to earn.

2007-07-07T14:35:00.000+08:00

is it tat hard to trust me?
is it tat hard to believe me?

Do u actually how much u mean to me?
Do u actually know how much i've fallen for u?

A past which i prefer kept secret.
A past tat i couldnt rmb.
An obsolete memory.
I couldnt believe i was like tat in the past.
If not for wad eyes could see,
Seeing is Believing.
I've got no choice but to accept my past.

I dun like her anymore.
Who i really wan now is obvious to all.
Who i really care for i believe u know it.
Who i nid in my life?
I guess i really nid u in my life.
An important part i can nv let go.

Is trust tat hard to earn?
Is learning to believe me all tat hard?
Have i changed or am i self deceiving?
I all the while thot i have been faithful.
I all the while thot i jus plainly really love u.
Can't u feel it? or mayb u dun.
Maybe everyone ard me is lying.
Lying to me, saying tat i've change.

Well, im used to it already.
Everyone dun trust me.
Parents and all.
Perharps i jus muz get use to it.
Is ok. I'll still go on.
I'm ok, Dont worry. I'll still smile again.

Drowning in my own tears,
Will u still save me anymore?
Drinkin up my sorrow,
Will u still stop me, Will u still care?
Smoking the pain away,
Will the pain still be there tmr?

My confidence tat seem so crush.
I thot tat everything was so right.
I guess i was wrong.
Own Part thinking i guess.
I thot i was finally closer to owning u.
But still at tis moment,
I feel i could lose u any moment.
Will u still come tonite?
Will u still be there for me tmr?
Fcuk! Where have my confidence gone to?
I used to believe i live for myself.
But it seems like im more & more revolve ard u.

I'm sry seems like the only word i can say.
Lost for words, In a world of confusion.
I'm confuse, Till i dunno where i stand.
Do u love me? Or is it juz a liking? a crush?
I'm sry i'm sry i'm sry!
Im not doubting u.
But for the first time im doubting myself.

Why have i become like tat?
I've change, I've really change.
haven't i?
I know wad is sad, I know wad is pain.
Emotionless was wad i used to be.
Wad so good bout have emotions.?
To feel hurt? Pain? Sad?
Omg! i dun like having any emotions.

To see u've cried, To know tat i've hurt u.
Lead me to tears.
Why? why is the only question.
I'll cry when i see u cry?
Emotions i thot i only felt when i was a kid.
Am i a kid all over again?
Feeling helpless, not knowing wad to do.
Everything i did at the moment seems wrong.
Felt the pain u're feeling.
Didnt mean to hurt u. But still, im sry!!

baby dun keep anything from me.
Tell me how u feel,
Tell me wad u'r thinking,
Tell me wad u wan.
I cant predict, i dun wanna guess.
I dun wan history to repeat.
I dun wanna feel like this anymore.
I dun wanna feel helpless anymore.
Let me be there for u. Ups or downs.

I'm sry tat i smoke and drink today.
I jus nid to chill a lil.
I'm sry i break my promise.

duo xiang yao ji zhe zhe yi fen zhong
hui ying wo xing fu de yao qiu
wo huo xu mei you bie de meng
wei yi de shi wo ai ni ni ye ai wo! ~

2007-07-06T02:48:00.000+08:00

Many things happen recently.
Many happy moments & moments of war.
is it a good thing having so many couple in the group?
conflicts and misunderstanding seems inevitable.
everything seems so perfect.
All seem to get along fine.
But attitude seems hard to control.
throwing sacarstic remarks at each other.
hoping each other back down first?
will giving in solve the prob?
but at least now we're back in a group.
A perfect 3 couple group.

Was msging baby half way,
guess she fallen aslp.. >.<
My lil miss piggy!! getting piggier by the days.

Realising u mean the world to me,
Every emotions u change, my emotion changes too.
When i see u smile, no matter how angry i can smile.
When i see u tear, it bring tears to my eyes.
Afraid to make u angry.
Afraid i might lose u 1 day.
Is tat how being in love is all about?
Den i guess this time i've really fallen.
U're my fantasy u're my dream.
I cant promise heaven,
But i'll do wad i can do jus to make u smile.
I'll try every ways nv to upset u.
I'll always be here for u, Ups or downs.
A listening ear, A shoulder to lean on.
Sharing ur problems & burdens.
Staying by ur side always.
Till the day u ask me to go,
I'll never leave.

This 3 words i swear to u. "I LOVE YOU"

On Aimless Street.

2007-06-29T20:48:00.000+08:00

Since leaving 8%
Days seems to be aimless
Slping and waking anytime i wan.
aimless days & planless days.
not knowing to go here or there..
cash i hope is not flowing short. -.-
Lucky to have baby
Seeing her almost everyday =))
wad would i do without u?
growing attach to u day by day.

Since the day i've stop working,
quarrelled wif them almost everyday.
i stop working for how long only?
cant i even have a short break?
is not as if i dun wanna work. -.-
management dun allow.!!
cant they juz get it screwed into their pea brain.
Seeing their faces or even hearing their voice pisses me off.

Have been gg out wif Keagan, keith, janice,niu and baby almost everyday.
well is a 3 couple thingy. LOL
finally keith and janice are tgt.
*big congrats to u 2*

jus reach home after sending baby to her training?
LOL.. she was late as per normal la..
b4 we left my hse we watch the movie
"a tale of 2 sisters" not very scary leh
actually was quite boring..
Had a heavy breakfast. *bleax* =p
den rush her home to change..
baby look good in contacts and a lil make up.
but she is TOOO lazy la.. *piak u ar*
den cab down to some wu lu place. -.-
even the cab driver got lost. MUHAHA
a stupid place to have training.. -.-
now preparing to go out to meet niu..
hohoho.. im gg gyming.. =D

fcuked up weeek !!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-06-23T15:05:00.000+08:00

first~
when we go MOS to celebrate niu's birthday,
we got some kind of small fight at there.
wif a fucking black guy!!!
damn it la.. he fucking heavy can!!!
the moment he step on my leg.
i totally cant move..!! T_T
tat bastard push janice face.
she got so fuck up tat she wanted to hit him..
while dragging her away..
tio elbow by her 3 times.. *hao wu gu*
after we went to find the rest,
we told the guys about wad happen..
all were equally not happy.
S took a cup, and suddenly disappear into the crowd.
and a few second ltr..
alcohol drip into my eye and *piang* glass break..
his aiming was not bad..
hit the blackie's gf.. =X on the head!!
*yeah!!! should have hit more*
wanted to wait for them to come out..
but baby was afraid we got in trouble..
so decided to call off the plan.. T_T
revenge not taken!!! *Bu gan xin*

Second~
Tio long wif management!!!
fcuked up guy called andy!!
he say indecency in public & smoking at the stairs?
ya smoking at stairs..
but indecency in public?????????? WTF ?
how come i was intimate & indecent and didnt realise..
omfg.. i think i nid to be kick out of singapore.
if hugging is indecent pls jus fucking tell me.!!
out against me!! FCUK!!
he better not own a car or a bike!!
he took my job. i'll take his damn pathetic fucking life.
i guess as long as i stay at 8% he wont let 8% off..
IM NO LONGER AT 8%. 8% NO MORE!!*saded*
mummy say she will pull me back..
hope i can go back 8% soon!!!
i miss all ! ~ *saded*
the longest job im in!!! 6 Mthes!!!
fcuking andy!!! wait till i tarnish ur name..
and we'll see if u can still work at management office.!!
by den i hope to see u on the street sweeping floor,
or maybe cleaning the toilet?
i dun give a fuck if he got a family to yang.
tis time he have step on the wrong person's tail!!
im gonna be broke soon again!!
who wanna yang wo leh? o.O hai

Sick. Sickly. Sickness.

2007-06-20T01:26:00.000+08:00

Have been sick recently.
running a temperature? and a stupid cold.
went to the movies last nite at cine with baby.
watch "men is white" "gui arh gui arh"!!!
is a fucking lame movie can. -.-
"na bei, li diao wa ar?" LOL..
after movies, baby came my hse stay..
and i spread my sickness to her =X
oppps.. sry baby !! T_T *cries*

baby suppose to reach sch by 10 am.
but we ended up waking ard 10.10am? LOL
well all her frens were late too la.. =p
send her to sch.
den met up wif winna at TP.
ate chicken rice!!!
but i only ate the rice.. -.-
when to com lab to slp until ard 2.
den go white sand pei mummy!!
but ended up slping there till ard 4+.. haha

Met up wif baby again after her meeting was over.
den met up wif janice, niu, simon & hui min.
go bugis gai gai !!! haha..
long time nv gai gai le..
but was kinda broke.
so didnt buy anything !!! T_T
left bugis ard 9+...
and send baby home..
omg !! baby hse is like a ghost town. SO WU LU xP
and sit on train from bb to pr..
pi gu kai hua la !!!
dunno how tat baby sit in train to go sch everyday!!
think her butt is made of metal.. -.-
reach home ard 12+ !!
A FRUITFUL OFF DAY !! ~

when reach home,
niu called me crying like siao !!
her dan dan died. T_T saded !!
her dog bite her hamster.. haiz
died on her birthday somemore.. -.-
Gg clubbing tmr to celebrate niu's birthday!!
wonder will baby come ma? o.O
hope to see her tmr.. hehe
I Miss HER

When i say i love you, I mean every single word i say.

2007-06-18T03:02:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANICE!!!!!!!!!
20 yrs old le. LOL
Is time to grow up le..
u're old le.. muahhaha

Today work alone again.
sales was like fucking bad la.
prepared to be scolded tmr.!!!
Sales was only like 300plus on a sunday!!
im so fucking dead can!!!!!
Where the hell did all the humans go?

pek chek pek chek!!
Jus told my mother tat i was fine $200 BUCKS
fk la.. she dun wan give me $$ le..
fucking hell.. i swear i wont give her a single cent for my next mth pay!!
one bloody pack of cig.
PAY $200???
fking goverment eat money la.
Careful i go burn down all their houses.

Planning to celebrate niu's birthday clubbing.
Den tuesday go waiting bar.
Wednesday go club..
another sleepless week!!
Wonder will baby go anot? hmmm
Meeting baby tmr..!! yeah!!
Cant wait to see her.
Hope will be able to see ur smiling face.
Sry if juz now u felt pressured to go. T_T

2007-06-16T04:12:00.000+08:00

hohoho.. went to butch hunt last nite at zouks.
went wif germs and frens ? lol..
baby was there too..
but we didnt go tgt.. *sobs*
whole place was pack wif gays and lesbians.
guys or gers toilet didnt seem to exist at that moment.
might be gg back zouks on the 12 july? Finals

i nv seem to stop club hopping. lol.
half way at zouks i left for dragonfly. -.-
wad a regret.!!!!
dragonfly music sux.
songs i nv hear b4. -.-
met up wif janice there.
and drink martell wif water?
omg.!! bitter!! *bleax* SUX
left tat place ard 4 plus and cab home.
i spend almost $50-$60 plainly on cab
no wonder im always so broke. *cries*

Baby spotted me twice while we were at zouks.
Unfair la!!! i tired looking for her.
but she is juz tooooo tiny..
and of all time she spotted me,
she spotted me smoking. LOL
Saw so many pp i didnt wanna meet.
but yet cant even steal a glance from the one i really wanna see. haiz
*disappointed* guess maybe im juz blind.

met up wif baby today.
went to party world to celebrate janice and niu's birthday in advance.
glad tat niu was able to make it. haha
she was complaining tat she got cramps.
but ended up she still came.. =)
had quite a great time.
but left early.. haha..
I REACH HOME AT 2 PLUS GG 3
earliest among all the days. -.-

Didnt realise i could miss someone so much!!
Moments without her seems like nv ending misery.
Felt lost the whole afternoon while she was slping.
Guess i really missed you tis much.
And if u ask me will i get bored seeing you everyday.
*I can tell u now. the ans is NO*
Nv missed someone as much as i miss u.

2007-06-14T02:13:00.000+08:00

Work alone today.
Stone almost the whole day.
Lucky kellie came to safe me.
And yup, she bought me curry puff.
My lil curry puff supplier.. *grins*

Im working alone tmr again. *sian*
Shag and tiredd !! ~
Feel like taking MC tmr.. haha.

Tmr is Butch hunt day at Zouks.
~~Stupid~~ baby has been looking forward to it.
Think baby really have selective memory !! -.-
And also selective hearing.. =X
Dunno to go Zouks tmr anot.
Germs ask me join her group. o.O
But dun really know anyone there leh. *shy*
Janice might be gg tooo.
Will decide tmr evening.
Brain juice totally dried up.
Dun wanna think le. haha

Missedd

2007-06-11T01:59:00.000+08:00

The moment tat i lay my eyes on you.
i know tat u'll be the one,
who make my dreams come true.
You're the one tat i will miss,
The only one tat i care for.

U're Being missed By Me !!!!!!!!

A little Vampire. Me ! ~

2007-06-11T01:45:00.000+08:00

Anyway, Today is tat bitch last day of work.

Oh My God.. Waited for tis day almost like forever.

Out of all of Our Lives finally.

HougangMall & WhiteSand Is finally ours.

No more bitch pushing us ard.. =)
*Celebrate* xP

Was So Bored After Work,
Slack wif tat Cow & Hamster at mac until bout 1. =X
Den finally cab home.

I finally had a decent hair cut.
Short fringe Short tail.
I so much dun look like myself anymore.
Feel so weird even when looking into the mirror.
Cant recognise myself anymore.
I look so young again.
Feel like back in secondary sch.
Seems like im 16 all over again. -.-

A lil Vampire Tat Lives In Me

Dun I Look So Youngg !! ~

2007-06-10T00:01:00.000+08:00

HOHOHO.
I plainly just miss you! ~

Levi's Watch !!! ~

2007-06-09T00:01:00.000+08:00

YEAH.. Baby pass me my levi's watch today!!!!
MUAHAHHAHA... waited for it so long le..
Now finally see it.. SO HAPPY !!!
WHEEEHEHEHEHE!!!!!

I think i should go tanning soon le..
Before i blend wif my watch..
I'm getting fairer and fairer le.. -.-
I WANNA TAN.. Who wan pei me go? o.O

Fuck it. Im working at hougang tmr..
With tat fucking bitch.. WTF.. -.-
If tmr see dare throw any attitude to me..
I'll make sure she regrets it !!!!

Damn tat bitch..
Today tat bitch make mummy have a wasted trip..
Mummy was on her way to hougang le..
Den she msg her saying she go white sand today..
Den half way in the afternoon ask mummy go hougang..
WTF !!! SHE SUCKS LA!!!!!
If tmr she give me her lan jiao bin..
Pls remind me to give her 2 tight slap !!!

*saded* wont be able to contact my dear tmr.. T_T
Muhahahha... gonna miss her..
Wonder will she miss me ma? o.O LOL

It Seems Like U've Become My Everything~~

the credits!

2007-06-07T04:15:00.000+08:00

- Germaine invades -

yes yes, ur handsome blog is done.
and due to ur "unique" expectations,
nothing crazy or messy is done.
Any ammendments can tell me again. (:
and certainly u owe me a treat!
It's so late and i need to wake up early.
good luck fer my interview. -laughs-
tkcre, all the best to u & her. (:

My Fatal Attraction!!!! ~

2007-06-07T00:06:00.000+08:00

Especially For You Only

An attraction tat seems so strong.
Leaving me Craving all day long.
A fatal attraction, tats wad u are.
A hug tat seems so warm.
A feeling tat nv felt so right.

Missing u more and more each day.
Counting the mins till i see u again.
Have i become more possesive?
Or have i totally fallen for you?

A flirt tat i used to be?
Have finally settled down.
Finally found my Mrs Right?

I miss u like nv b4.
Nv knew i needed u so much
My Drug ; My addiction ! ~

A Happening Nite.. ! ~ xP

2007-06-04T22:53:00.000+08:00

baby stayed at my hse last nite.. muhahaha...
Watch the movie "snakes in the plane"
The snakes like to bite on boobs and other ahem ahem places.. =X LOL
Slept late tat nite..
and im tired now !!! =.=

Worked wif donna today.. MUHAHAHA
tat mad woman.. -.-
And i Fell in love wif another bag..
Tat cost $29.90 !!!
Now i cant decide which bag to buy T_T

Talking to my baby now..
hahaha.. she got test tmr..
Thank god im not studying le.. lalala
and she is not studying..
*whack her head*

_*Love can be as deep as the ocean or as shallow as a puddle.*_

Would Yew Be There ?

2007-06-02T00:10:00.000+08:00

Today was working at white sand..
with mindy.. well it wasnt as bad as i thot..
hmmm got talk a lil ? LOL
Mummy was there almost the whole day.. -.-
Kellie and C-clia came too..
And kellie is my Curry Puff Supplier!! Muhahahha xP

I wanna buy a new bag..
is a bag pack.. LOL..
But i got nth to put inside.. 0.o

Today Baby also come visit me..
but i think she too shy to come in shop.. xP
den ask me go out.. MUHAHAHA !!
She ask me buy tat bag..
Cuz is big enuf to put everything..
den she no nid bring bag out.. -.-
Bully me only.. HAHAHA

If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that's ok.
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.

If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender loving care,
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
And never look back..

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be there
to kiss my pain away

If I am away, would you still tihink of me
and wish that you could hold me now
would you die for me,
would you run with me, all the way

Would you be there to save my soul tonight
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be there
to kiss my pain away

Would you be there..

My Spinning World ~

2007-05-31T02:42:00.000+08:00

Today i reach white sand at 10.58 am !! ~
omfg.. i am early and for once.. -.-
is even b4 11 AM !!! ~ hahhaha..
Worked wif mummy today.. muhaha
Kellie & cecelia came to visit.. =P
and she bought mummy and me CURRY PUFF.. YEAH!! ~

After work slack at mac while waiting for donna..
after tat when to pasir ris town park..
bored to death we play at the playground..
I WAS PLAYING THE SPINNING CUP THINGY..
AND MY WHOLE DAMN WORLD WAS LIKE SPINNING LIKE FUCK.. =.=
and till now im still having headache..
nv gonna play it again.. arghghg !! T_T

stupid baby at mos !!
haha.. left me at home to be bored to death..
MUHAHA i miss u la.. idiot !! ~ =.=

Missing u. *Idiot* xP

OFF OFF OFF ! ~

2007-05-29T15:15:00.000+08:00

Hohoho, today im finally off !! YEAH !! ~
A boring day.
stayed at home to play pokemon.. LOL..

Wanted to fetch baby from sch..
But tat da mang ren busy.. LOL
Sch end at 4? den do project..
Muhahhaha.. lucky im not schooling..
thou i miss schooling.. -.-
But maybe meeting her for dinner ? o.O

Tmr gonna have work again..
but lucky i'll be at white sand..
and thursday im back to HOUGANG !!
Hougang Mall is a ghost town!!!
Monday Sales was only like $230.90
haha... im gonna be killed !!

Wtf.. now im being blame tat i backstab hehe?
FUCK UP BITCH..
As mummy say, someone is juz out to get me?
Guess u are juz not happy u and hehe are no more frens?
Well juz get a life la!!
stop dwelling in the past..
Ur own character has chase all ur frens away le..
So stop pushing the blame. -.- *slut*

GET A LIFE.

AND STAY OUF OF PEOPLE'S LIFE

A Day Of Being a Mute !! -.-

2007-05-27T23:53:00.001+08:00

Yesterday work wif mindy.
A day i became a mute.
A day i shut my self totally up.
A day i stay out of the shop.
A day tat seem like nv ending.

Bored to death,
and her fuck up attitude. -.-
At least now i know why all her frens are distancing themselves from her.
and if u are reading tis.
PLS "REFLECT BACK ON UR ATTITUDE,
UR CHARACTER, UR BEHAVIOUR"
OPEN UR EYES AND SEE WHY ARE U ALWAYS LEFT ALONE.

Today i got the worst news of my life !! -.-
I'll be working at hougang next whole week?????
OMFG.. LESSER SLP !!! how am i gonna survive.
Working at white sand i can be late.
wad more hougang.. =.=
guess she is purposely out to get me.
Well juz my luck having a "supervisor" like her.
cant even put personal matters aside when she is working.

GOD DAMN TIRED !! TMR STILL WORKING AT HOUGANG !! ~

U're Constantly in my mind. Constantly missing u!

Siann !! ~

2007-05-26T01:42:00.000+08:00

ARGHGHGHG..
Im working wif Mindy tomorrow!!!
what the hell..
i've gotta see her stupid face the whole day?
i hope it will be ok!!!
haha.. Hehe says she will come visit if she is free.
and kellie is afraid of my eyes.. T_T
PLS COME VISIT ME TMR..!! I MIGHT DIE OF BOREDOM

today was a boring day!!
So many stocks to pack.. T_T
I LOVE MUMMY'S PHONE
her hp got pokemon.. LOL
and i'm starting to be addicted to games again.. -.-

Wonder wad is tat stupid dear doing now =.=
she is watching movie..
NV BRING ME ALONG.. *cries* LOL

I MISS HER xP

Happening Day

2007-05-25T03:45:00.001+08:00

Well to start it of, i was late for work today.
thou is nth surprising.
today was a quiet day.. -.-
no pp at all !!! ARHGGHHG.. NO SALES !!!

anyway to day i was being drag by kym ng to film a interview -.-
so pai seh lo.. was being drag out by her from my shop..
haha.. but well how many in tis world wouldnt mind taking my place?
considered to be lucky? or as my baby say "heng"
hmm.. she gave me a role to act. as her kid? LOL

The story line goes like tis
" i was once a good kid. which listen to parents and all,
but due to the lack of attention given by them.
i turn out to be like this, piercings.red eyes. coloured hair.
jus to gain back their attention"

haha.. interesting rite? LOL..
and got a free hug by kym ng..
i guess im suppose to feel happy. haha
they ask me to join the competition which i dun wan to.
cuz they say it will involve me wearing clothes which i wont wear.. haha
so i decided not to join. and moreover i was working !!! -.-

Anyway, right now while im typing,
my cute baby is doing her last min work again.. -.-
nv change and always the same..
muhahha.. and i love you so. !!